Posts archive for: July, 2006
  • moving

    i am in the middle of moving. its a neverending task. ever read that story about the giant with the bowl that constantly re-filled itself and for some reason he had to finish it all (which consequently never happened so he was prevented from doing some sort of evil or other. as you might have noticed - i cant quite recall the story, only the thing about the bowl). anyway. so this is what it feels like. having only a limited amount of boxes i constantly pack them, drive them over to my new place, unpack them to then fill them again with new junk. well, not junk really, just my stuff. and most of it is really useful. but there is so much of it.

    now i have encountered a new problem. my shelves. they are too big to fit into my car (believe me i've tried), so i need to find a van of some kind. seems to be impossible. then i thought oh well, just bite the apple and get a removal company, how much is it gonna cost ey? well, one of them wouldnt even give me a price, cos i am too small a customer for them. excuse me for only having a few shelves instead of five pianos and a triple bed. but there you go. so now i am looking into hiring a van. not too expensive, local pick up. only...i need people to lift the stuff, cos on my own i am not gonna get very far. hopefully my nw housemates are gonna give me a hand there, although they've been really nice with carrying all my other stuff and i'm feeling rather guilty of making them carry even more. oh well. who'd have thought this to be such a nightmare. once again i am feeling inclined to just bin the lot and live out of a suitcase. maybe one day...

    ok, back to packing. just my clothes left now. well, 'just'.

  • passing out

    i am back amongst the living. well, nearly anyway. sunday night i returned from ireland, from the european juggling convention, totally deprived of sleep, hayfevered, after a reasonably long journey looking forward to my bed.

    to my surprise i have required a new housemate during my absence who very loudly introduced herself to me. well, actually she didnt, she just started talking to me without introducing herself. failing to find some sympathy for my blurry existence she kept blabbing along and completely ignored my desperate attempts to detach myself from her to find some well-deserved sleep. i have been living in that place for quite some time now and all i want is a bit of peace and quiet, but this incredibly absurd woman just wouldnt let me have it. going on and on she actually made me try to fix the telly (which was perfectly fine before i left) and the internet (which was probably just in a mood again and would eventually fix itself).

    after she repeatedly asked me how long i was gonna live here for, although i had already told her several times that i was gonna move out within the next week or so, i got a bit snappy. just listen to me girl and keep the noise down. but when she demanded of me i should figure out why her computer connection wouldnt work and to look at her wireless chip it got simply a little bit too much. i dont like being rude to people, but this preposterous woman was just a little bit too much for me. i basically left her there to her own devises, not caring about intercultural communications or hospitality, nevermind a friendly welcome. i still didnt know her name at that point.

    finally after rumbling around for half an hour, crawling under sofas, digging for cables, checking connections to satisfy the needs of my new housemate i finally made it to my bed. and there i stayed. at some point on monday i made it outside to grab some food, same on tuesday, but apart from that i have been hiding in my room. partly because i was absolutely shattered and partly because i tried to avoid my new housemate. i think some more people have moved in, but maybe if i keep quiet they won't bother me. it's not that i mind being around people, it's just that i exactly know how the few conversations with those new people are going to turn out and its not a very interesting prospect. so instead of wasting my time with them i think i rather sort out a few things here in my room and finally start packing.

    yes, i am moving, hopefully soon. some to and fro with the house, new house now and hopefully all sorted by tomorrow and then i am out of here.

    oh, the convention. it was very nice. first we had to survive the biggest storm ireland has ever seen (well, that might be exaggerated, but it definately was the worst i had ever experienced, especially in a tent) and then the sun came out. unfortunately i got quite ill, some sort of food poisening i guess, nothing major, but enough to let my birthday be a minor concern of mine. pity. i would have liked to have a nice party, but instead i was crawling in my tent feeling miserable. oh well, maybe next time. once i got better i thoroughly enjoyed the convention. many nice people, some of which i knew before, some new. didnt do much juggling though - still a bit wobbly on my knees, but saw some very nice new stuff.

    well, well. after passing out for nearly two days i guess its time i embrace reality again tomorrow and sort out my accomodation, get some boxes and start packing. cant wait to get out of here.

  • half-time

    sorry for the football reference in the title, but it seems to have taken over. never thought i'd be much of a football fan, but yesterday's penalty shooting actually was rather exciting. anyway...with half-time i was referring to the date. it's the first of july, which means half a year has gone again. time to reflect? hm. it's always so difficult to estimate whether a lot happened in a certain amount of time or nothing at all. really it feels like nothing has changed, but at a closer look...

    what's even more frightening is the prospect of my upcoming birthday (hint hint). i'm gonna be 25. that sounds so old. quarter of a century. and, what do i have to show for myself? seeing other people having a family or a proper job and a career at my age feels strange. i dont really think that i am quite ready for that. well, will i ever be? i think back in germany this would be a little bit different. at this age people are mostly still studying, but here lots of people start their careers at the age of 21. god, do i feel old now. another problem with the whole thing is that i still dont really know what i wanna do, or can do for that matter. well, eventually it will sort itself out i guess (i hope) and good things will come my way...

    hm, on that thought i'm gonna go to bed now...nighty night.

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